It's been a long night of revisiting old mistakes and people who aimed directly at my heart and shot their absence into it. The gun powder still remains on the walls of my heart as I reminisce about the way your eyes looked into mine when I thought they were looking for love but really, … Continue reading Suffocated and Safe
Humans are made up of a complicated web of feelings and thoughts. But we are not just that. We are so much more. Feelings are just feelings and thoughts are just thoughts. Thoughts are not actions and your feelings are not you. They are just transition states and crossroads that we cannot avoid. But we … Continue reading Love?
A poem is just an order of words Which might to some mean only two thirds. To some they might have no worth To some they might be their earth. So my pen right now is flowing Blurting out words not knowing. Just meaningless words put together Heavy as a crying throat, light as a … Continue reading Meaningless
Whatever you say, whatever you do, cuts through my veins and they bleed hate. Your mumbles are inked on my bones and your echoes run through my chest between my breaths. The acid in my stomach is trying to break down the words you pushed down my throat to make any sense out of them … Continue reading Unfamiliar
Up I look at the sky Which reminds me of you and I With my legs hanging down Of my window sill I feel the air in my hair, Still moist. From the tears of heaven That ended up painting the sky; From the tears of my love That ended up giving me a high … Continue reading Void
Tell me how did you know To fill the spaces in me When I didn't even know They existed. Tell me where did you learn The art of loving so deeply That you become Home. Tell me why did you not leave me When I was drained and toxic And leaving was the easiest goddamned … Continue reading Respite
We are sitting there by the window watching the drizzle turn into rain, just like any other day when the sky is pouring. He has his black coffee in his hand and I have my cappuccino and some dark chocolate. He starts humming Coldplay's Fix You to the sound of the rain drops hitting surfaces … Continue reading Petrichor
Happiness might not come easy to you. It never does. But what comes is hope, realisation and understanding. Hope as light, realisation of your worth, understanding of life. There's no void inside you that needs to be filled. You're complete and whole. Your soul is a beautiful place. Your touch makes lifeless flowers come back … Continue reading Happiness.
Okay so... Hi. This is an informal post and not how I usually post. This is to whoever is reading this, I may not know you personally but I do know that you're trying. You're trying to score good grades, you're trying to make everyone happy, you're trying to interact with new people despite your … Continue reading Okay.
(Urdu; peace) Under the mask Behind the smiles Just a mess, doing nothing. Clenching my fist and Biting my nails and Tapping my feet. My hand is pulling my hair And my stomach is growling And my palms are sweating. I find my thoughts, chaotic Recklessly screaming and beating "Breaking your back, but not doing … Continue reading Sukoon?